Just got off the phone with a Richard who has been nice enough to listen to me bitch about all my various and sundry issues and problems. On the surface everything is jolly. I'm just down for a few reasons....
Let's attempt to enumerate without boring the hell out of you.
A) Living situation. Its a wonderful ting to have a solid place to live for an entire year at affordable rent in a neighborhood, I'm OK with. This place has a few quirks, but for the most part it is everything that I've been looking for.
However, I have a roommate. A roommate who seems to be a very nice guy and I don't have many complaints about, but I also know me, and there is a reason I wanted a place too myself for so long.
In truth my alone time is extraordinarily important to me. And even sharing space in a perfectly normal fashion I find to be a chore in much of my day to day life. I referred to this before as my streak of loner-ism. I'm gonna do my best to make this work out best for all involved - its only a year.
B) Work. Is going amazingly well. I just booked an account today that basically will see me fiscally sound, I believe, through the end of January. I don't want to jinx it as things are never certain until the check is in the bank, but ostensibly, things are going really well with this company.
But, I'm getting a little bored. For me, this is a death knell. The reason why I've been a jack of all trades is I get bored easily. Its the same thing that draws me towards entrepreneurialism in general - I like starting things. I like the big push to get things off the ground. I dislike drudge work, a lot. And that is what I have for the next month or so as this business transitions into something much larger.
Its usually best for me to switch gears whenever I get like this. Come back to whatever is boring me later. But at the moment there is so much drudge work that the best thing for me to do is just plow through and get it done as fast and painlessly as possible.
C) The weather. Just plain gross outside. This combined with my new room without windows is fraying my nerves a little. Makes it so I have trouble leaping out of bed to face the day every morning.
More stuff than all this too. In brief, I like my life to be exciting, but there is a very tangible difference between stress caused in a fast paced intense environment and stress caused by living situations and workload.
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